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Dec. 5th, 2018 10:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
luna_manarI'm so tired. I think I might've overdone myself mentally yesterday. I just want to make sure people know what their options are, make sure people can find each other. It got me in this state where my brain was running a thousand miles a minute whether I wanted to or not, and now I just feel...bereft. Something. But I still have that itch to do something, and it's driving me a little nuts.
Feel like I need to just sit and write some things down, but I have work tonight so I don't know how much time I'll have to concentrate. I wrote dozens of posts yesterday, kept up with everything in the FFVIII discord (we had a big influx of new people--almost 20!), added a ton of people on Twitter, walked some people through joining either Pillowfort or DreamWidth...I'm just, I'm so tired. On one hand, I know it's not necessarily a panic situation (the way a lot of people seem to think it is). On the other, better to get your stuff in order sooner rather than later, if you are going to move. I don't know, I just want to help. I just want to help. I don't want to be absent in this particular case, even if I am busy. This stuff means too much to me.
I'm not sure whether my brain is going to do the thing where it evens out over the next couple of days or if I'm going to crash and fall off the map for a while. I hope the former. I just know I have a tendency, when I get suddenly, urgently invested in something, to work myself into the ground making sure everything is taken care of and then fall over half-dead and spend the next week or so sick and unable to interact much. I hate that. I wish there were some sort of trigger that let me know when my constitution was outpacing my stamina. I just don't seem to have one.
Feel like I need to just sit and write some things down, but I have work tonight so I don't know how much time I'll have to concentrate. I wrote dozens of posts yesterday, kept up with everything in the FFVIII discord (we had a big influx of new people--almost 20!), added a ton of people on Twitter, walked some people through joining either Pillowfort or DreamWidth...I'm just, I'm so tired. On one hand, I know it's not necessarily a panic situation (the way a lot of people seem to think it is). On the other, better to get your stuff in order sooner rather than later, if you are going to move. I don't know, I just want to help. I just want to help. I don't want to be absent in this particular case, even if I am busy. This stuff means too much to me.
I'm not sure whether my brain is going to do the thing where it evens out over the next couple of days or if I'm going to crash and fall off the map for a while. I hope the former. I just know I have a tendency, when I get suddenly, urgently invested in something, to work myself into the ground making sure everything is taken care of and then fall over half-dead and spend the next week or so sick and unable to interact much. I hate that. I wish there were some sort of trigger that let me know when my constitution was outpacing my stamina. I just don't seem to have one.
